Wow. So this is more awkward than i expected. I guess Ill get used to it lol.
Anyways, hmm, what do i want to talk about? well, first of all, HI:)Ok,
how about how mean people can be just by saying a few words. like my so called friend for one.
It sucks when this one particular person smarts off at me. this totally sucks because i adore him and when hes mean to me i feel like he just ripped my heart out. Hes genuinely are nice person because he does nice things for people but constantly putting people down or saying stuff to hurt their feelings,rather on purpose or not, isnt very nice at all!
ANYWAYS,my rant is over.
So, nowadays, im trying my hardest not to be overwhelmed. ive got quite a few things going on at this very moment. here are a few: a huge community event going on tomorrow,making the baby blankets for babies in the community, looking for jobs,looking for a home, and planning my sister in laws baby shower. People, i understand that common mothers deal with way more than this but guess what im not a mother,im only 22 and this is a lot of stuff going on! i look up to all the leaders that conquer so many tasks at hand. HOW DO YOU KEEP SANE? its stressful, but i have my husband there to help me. i dont really talk to anyone else about anything im dealing with. I find it very very difficult to talk about how im feeling or my thoughts. this i have found is the best way to get it out of my head. If i keep everything in ill be the worst emotional wreck anyone has ever seen. im not even lying. it sucks people. i was just texting all my thoughts on a wordpad on my phone but this is so much better because people can actually read it and it helps that i dont know the people reading it unless my friends and family find me on here and thatll be a disaster. thats why im not putting any of this on facebook. that thing is just a bomb waiting to blow up in your face. everyone thinks everything you say is about them. i mean come on. are you that self absorbed to honestly think youre that important for me to waste my thoughts on? i dont think so. i only have room in my head for God, my husband, and my immediate family and very very very close friends. thats what this blogger is for. love it so far.anyways, gonna get back to making the blankets:)
have a wonderful evening everyone!!! follow my blogs. i promise they wont be negative as this one lol. just had to rant about my friend.